Well hubby has been working out of state for almost a year now. I miss him lots but little S misses him more I think. She cries when he leaves from a visit and when he hangs up the phone. It's partly due to me being a PWN that made hubby decide to have us stay here, he is worried about me not getting up or any of the other things that are normal for me. Makes me feel like it's my fault, guess it is. Luckily I'm almost where I can resume my meds, I have reached week 28 in pregnancy, the perks of which are a little more energy and a little more focus, the draw backs getting harder to bend, and have cravings that are going nuts, I want all kinds of foods that don't last long enough to get the food so I get the food and want something else.
Also going on at this time is fund raising for D and V. I hope to be able to get them the prize they want, the hummer pizza party, this requires me to find a way to help them sell 18 things each, I don't know how I will ever be able to do this, most of the people I know are broke and have kids who aspire to the same goals. Considering how things are this is most likely the only time they will have a chance to get in a stretch hummer. Yea what to do. It would be nice if they would ether move hummer to like 4 or 5 things or make prices lower. They have on online thing this time, I just wish I knew how to do that type of stuff my girls most likely agree.
On top of everything I'm tired of being tired. I want to play with my kids and clean things. At the same time I wish I could sleep at night, it gets so old. I can't utilize the time at night due to everyone else in the house needing, or wanting to sleep at night and stay tired all day which makes doing things then hard. I usually have mental energy and lack physical energy. At least I have managed to get kids on bus and take them to dental and doctor visits. At the moment I have to remember to give V a dose of meds 3 times a day so far so good even though she hates to take it and it is like giving a cat a bath to get it down her.
Well it's almost time for my little ones to bound in so maybe I will find the energy to post again soon now that I have a new laptop since the demise of happy lappy, my last one.
